can someone tell me the reason for living? tired of being sorry:D

Saturday, March 31, 2007

.:hello:.
i stayed at home today! seems like i havent been at home for a long long time.haha!anyway could have gone to sentosa with you all..but i chose to stay at home:] homesweethome.

studied.eat.watch tv..oh!..discovery channel had this programme called "how do they do it"..it's friggin cool la! watch quite a number of times..then today's topic is on how they do flat packaging in IKEA.cool RIGht...after this was something else..iKEA is damnnnnnnnnnn big..as in the original building in europe?or dunno where..haha.its very high too...!haha!the inventor of ikea is damn rich luh!im so jealous.hah..slept after that for 30mins?

lucky you got your maid at home..haha.if not no need to go home lerhs.xm:]

studied.message.online.play com.haha..
i don't know what to do..~im so bored.i feel like sleeping:]i feel like a pig.haha!

i changed my blog song..it's nice okay!thank you JAMIE:]

i look at you with such disdain.
now you're the first to know.

Labels: nothing will make this right.

9:35 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007

hello:D

yesterday went to watch match with wendy&rachel!thanks:]]]you guys won anyway..went to angmokio for awhile then went back...my grandmother left for hainandao le)): for 3 months PLS! woah..going to miss her like mad.! went back..totally tired.slept.PENG at 1230.

today was totally bad.i really have no idea whye.it just turned out like that.not class time or what..it was training?..dont wish to talk about it on my blog..nvm...REN~...after that went to mama shop to eat my *linner* haha! lunch+dinner.yeah..with joyce.minpei.wendy.sher.and others.yeah..then you came:] hmmm..zilianed alot with joyce..quite a number of nice pics in her blog!haha!she put my pic n hers as the main pic in her blog luhs!so sweet! RED MEDICINE!:]

ahwell..SAT;SUN..HOMEWORK.PROJECT.SLEEP.
my days are passing by like i don't know what...it's just damn fast...after awhile jiu mid yrs le. this is so damn sian.i can't stand the fact that i KEEP sleeping in class periods after periods.. its so god damn irritating but i can't help it...ms carol's teaching math like train la.i dont understand a shit.!mummy!i need your math tuition liao!haah! HISTORY;SCIENCE;MATH;GEO.driving me crazy. i havent been posting..today's one shall be quite long too.

simply right..i really want to know what's between me and you eh.its like..it all seems to be coming back all over again?just be yourself can?being so pissed off over small small things is dumb.whats with all this small quarrels..shang gan qing eh..its alrdy not the first time.and i really don't want this to continue.stop it please.why end up like that?

& to some people.i don't know what's with you?jealousy?be yourself la..life isnt just full of all this shit stuff..think properly..i don't know what's on your mind.

i like have alot to post..but yet nothing much to say alrdy.maybe it's about all. link to joyce's blog for those cute cute pics!hahaha!havent zi lianed for a long time!esp with RED MEDICINE!hope the medicines wouldnt fall apart?haha.minpei.huishan.shermaine.joyce.cutecute!hah!

so long people!:]sorry for late replys to the tags!

Labels: tired.

11:09 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

HELLO.

didnt post for the past 3 days....loads of things happened..ahah..just lazy to post.!yeah.
erm..monday..forgotten alrdy..i only remember i got back really late?hahaha!erm today was alright..sch was frigging tiring..esp after running 2.4...my timing was 11mins30s?yeah...haha! kept sleeping in class..but managed to finish up all my homework during the 3 free periods of ms zan's,haix..

then went to watch match..then blahs.pei you all the way.ahaha.thanks anyway:]HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:]today's very memorable:].28.03.92.15.03.07.08.03.93.hah! im lazy to post in details.hah.

tmr there is senior's crucial match with CHIJ and im suppose to go to amk..coz my g'mother going to china for 3months)):i dunno which one to go luhs!)):
im frigging tired and needs to sleep.nights!

hope there'll be a better tomorrow:]

happybirthday!:]

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11:34 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

HELLO.

have'nt been posting lately....lalala.lazy...not like any one bothers reading this dumb blog of mine anyway..hah.im totally shagggg..

been out lately till very late:]haha!i also forgotten what happened..only yesterday's event:)
erm..went for parents meeting session at 10+ and didnt go for the talk cause i was still sleeping.ha!and ms carol said good things bout me:) lalala! went home and do homework..then went out:] planned to watch movie..then no ticket..then went to eat..for very long..then went to amk:] thanks for pei-ing me there.haha!

was with my 3 guy cousin for the night!ahaha!walked to amk central..then to j8..then to some *suppose to have mac place*..then went to a place with mac.then went back.at 2+ and slept at 3+:) woke up at 5..then went to choa chu kang cemetry for qingmingjie..then went to eat with the whole family and back home..slept from 11+ to 4...ahaha!damnnnnnnn tired.

now blogging.thanks for your presence lately:)

whatever you guys said have alrdy gone into my head, but there's nothing i can do,so im so sorry too.i dont know what to do.

so long people:)

Labels: 3 more days to your bday:)

4:50 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

hellohello;

YESTERDAY. was my sis's birthday!happy birthday!!!:] [im overall nice:)]

oh yeah...ytd was kinda shitty.though the first day in sch for the term, since the holidays. everything's so different nowadays.it's not the old us anymore. without ruzaini beside yinhui and zul and the rest..this sucks la! miss those nonsense days!!! :( but it might be better for me to concentrate in class though..but always end up sleeping in class.blah!

for training...very quite.totally wasnt feeling well la.morning vomitted.after before training vomitted.after dinner also..=.= joyce angry.shermaine dissappointed.what to do?someone tell me pls.!haixxxx.

went back..blah blah blah.yeah.this suck.moodless.moodless.moodless.

TODAY. wasnt any better.had sportsday too.in class sucked.ALOT.
sportsday was boring..my thigh ACHED like mad after i ran 50m.haha!but got first anyway. it was some last minute thing and we cheated!hahahahaa!
went to eunos cc for awhile..then went home:] thanks for that 5pgs long sms:]

i really don't understand you all la. why must be like that eh..i sometimes really wonder if you guys really treat me as your friend anot.i'm starting to doubt myself though.maybe you all are really doubting me too. but nevermind.i don't really care...this doesnt really affect the friendship that's in us la pls...ignore me if you guys think there's a need to.sigh.

TASH LEFT DAMAI..something really bad..she went to bowensec. hope she'll do well there:] but our cdiv netballer's morale would definitely go down...without her. such a good GD/GK. nvm:] good luck TASH!:]

A BIG BIG WHY?

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11:49 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

hello.hello.hellos.

ha!havent been posting since 14th march!!yeah.just pure lazyness:] keep going out these few days..yeah:]hah!and my heart ACHE arhhhh!my dearest sister dropped my phone on SAND. scratched quite badly alrdy:((((((( she's mean la.even the camera abit blurr liao.she can't be trusted,anymore.lend her things=throwing it away.REGRET CHANGING WITH HER!PIANG!

then my sim card had some bloody PUK number which i didnt know..then i keep trying until my sim card locked..-.-yeah..had to replace a new one...the worst thing!no more contacts.)):thanks for pei-ing me to tm&pei wo hui jia:]tmr's my sis birthday la.still very angry with her..she's damn mean la..ask me set alarm..to wake her up..then in the end..i woke up..cannot slp liao.this explains the time im posting.and she wanted to use the com ytd..i let her eh...she say..for AWHILE nia. then she use until 1am.SO !!!
i wanted to kill her pls.!!!!!!nvm.nvm.im nice.

lala~im bored.my hw..is like..left with HISTORY.n ENG.n MATH.DIE LIAO...

my phone~~~~~:(i feel like changing the cover.

so long people.see when i'll publish my next post:]haha!

itsyou.notme:(

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9:43 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

hello.
i think i wouldn't bother posting bout daily happenings? blogging isnt very fun though. just to vent anger and all..blahs!

havent been posting.but yea. had training.did project.and more of training up ahead.& my pile of homework isnt going down....just remains there as it is.but it's like..damn tired to do la.esp math.

11:57 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

hellohellohello;

today stayed at home till like 4plus?!?!yeahhh..and went out....then came back..again..then went to reservoir with my sisters and all..run 1 round!yeah..in like 30mins!cool right!haha!damn tired..yeah.and MY HAIR IS DAMN SHORT)))))))))):

im like so damn lucky i still have 1 week before school officially starts.!SIGH!hurry up grow longer! my sis said i look like a friggin butch!HACK HER!SHE'S MEAN!she's MAKING ME JEALOUS!ARGH!)))):

yeah..went for dinner.and came back..i felt like i just travelled around singapore.freaking tired!hah!BLAHSSSS!

tomorrow got to go to school.SIAN JI PUA.

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11:36 PM

hello.today went to petal mac to study.i doubt i studied.did a few questions nia?then played basketball..though today i was suppose to go ECP with grace n joyce and blahs..hahas.nvm i shall stay at home and study tmr.oh well.basketball's fun.

i've never played until so hiong for a long time ever since our netball season ended.sigh.sad.

it's still a week,before everything comes back to normal:(but yet only the 1st day of the entire week.my phone's so quiet.without those messages and calls.):

lala~
im tired.

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12:38 AM

Friday, March 09, 2007

HELLO:D
here to continue with my post...
lalalalalalala......

lets talk bout 8th march:]
oh yeah!it was my birthday:]wheeee.!went to school..and my chair had flour.anyway..yinhui!i saw it!failed!haha!then went to put the class register and came back with 3 presents on my table..all from nicholas:]thanks!!blahblahblah..had loads of wishes and presents:]haha!thanks!

after sch..me and ning were like trying to get out of the class...when all of them were pulling both of us!?!one back door one front door.haha!but the worker fixed the lock that day!damn it!haix!
was sprayed with the foamy thing!LIKE SOAP PLEASE!then ran to canteen with ning..then saw my class again!they put whip cream!woahhhh!SMELL like VOMIT!!!

went to wash up and ate at mac:]went back after that since is was damn smelly.ahah!went home and ate steamboat:]]]nice nice!haha!but my 3rd sis wasnt around..she went for her camp...then blah blah blah...

today...9th march!
class was veryyyyyy quiet..without 5 noisy people..they went to china..i was bored too..no sitting partner.zhan?yuh.geo was tiring..copied corrections like mad.blahhhhhh!everything liao..then went for team talk?i thought it was quite useless.no offence though.yeah!
training was quite unsuccessful.i don't know why.nvm.went to coffee shop and all.then came back lerhs!IM SOOOOOO TIRED.

THANKS PEOPLE FOR THAT BASH!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY NING!
YINHUI's SO GOING TO DIE ON HER BIRTHDAY!MUAHAHAHA!

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8:45 PM