can someone tell me the reason for living? tired of being sorry:D

Monday, April 30, 2007

hello:]]]

woah..changing the blogskin is like..PIANG...haha! i kept doing until i fell asleep!and i finally got it all right!haha!

today woke up pretty early despite sleeping at 4.30 ytd.haha!woke up at 12..coz parents were like.."lunch ready alrdy..wake up to eat while hot" or something..if i can rmb.. then i couldnt sleep anymore..haha!

ate lunch..then went to study with wendy.piang..mac was very full..haha.saw gaoxiang&haoyan& friends..oh they forgot my name..how nice!ha!had problems finding seats..went to play bball first..coz saw leo&minpei they all...then went back to mac.we kept changing seats!and finally got the corner seat with the COMFY chair!hahaha!then blahs.blahs.bullshit.zilian.then finally went back.studied abit though.haha!

i fell while trying to catch the mini choco with my mouth.thanks to the sand!-.-
wendy chua tio when the motocyclist stopped right at the traffic light.where we were crossing!
haha!2 embarrassing things we did.!haha!

came home:]]homesweethome.simply loves the pics today:]]haha.
[1am]

1:01 PM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

PICTURES!:]]]]

joyce.me

me:]

wendy:]

me & wendy:]

:]]sentosa.

vivo top level.

:]weird ehs?

i havent sleep ehs!i want to sleep at 3!haha!then i message joyce&wendy!ha!

1:28 AM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

EDITED*
happyBIRTHDAYyinhui!
HELLO.back lerh! today's sci class.ha!at 9.30 start...i woke up at 7 plus coz of sf sms..?then sleep again!with the help of yinhui's call?i woke up at 9am!then shaofeng called too?to wake me up!haha!end up 30mins late!hahaha!the lesson was quite useless.!could have been in my lovely sleep luh!ytd night slept at 2.45am luhs!hahah!

after that went to play the netball court..guys playing soccer?haha..went to mama..eat breakfast then went back..then sit..slack..had serious headache lUH!so xinku.)):until bout 2..then went home..then meet wendy at mac..did DNT.then meet ning..then eat ler..then went to eunos cc to play bball:] pei xuanning walk home lerh..then i go home:]]]

xuanning became my new twinny!joyce is also my twinny!haha!so cute!all the same hair style dE!:]]]]ning!dont so sad kays?we in the same boat...got problem come find each other! same thing applys to joycE!and thanks for that short post in your blog JOYCE!:]]]understood:]

i shall stay at home tmr and study!i havent been at home for a whole day..for veryyyyy long liao...sian.sian.sian..now so late le...

gai zou le:]study! [1205am]

today went to sch..had our first 2 papers?yeah..pretty challenging? ahaha!but managed to finish bah?ermmm yeah..then went home..then went to meet ning/yinhui/mashara at sch bus stop..i reach le then rain? haha!yinhui/mashara wet lor!haha!heng i didnt go for math..haha..the use of my jacket!wheees:]

went to tm..walk for very long..then ning n yinhui bought their watches..yinhui went to meet her friends.then blahhhh...slackslack.went popular..slack again.me n ning bought starbucks!haha!damn funny luhs..cant decide what to drink.. then mashara went home..then meet yinhui again.oh and yinhui's friends are so related to my friends?joyclyn heng n thadsha.haha...

went home pretty late..slack till now...talk on the phone..conference..the line tio cut off so many times..talking to so many people!haha!

i dont feel like sleeping..sian.sian.sian.i shall MISS CALL JOYCE AT 3AM! haha!she told me to:]]]tmr i think sure cant wake up?or not slping at all...hahaha!

bye peeps.
today's the twentyseventh though it's showed as the twentyeight:]
[0136am]

1:36 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

EDITed:]
HELLO!

[twentyfifth.april.oseven]
oh well!i was suppose to sleep at bout 1030pm and wake up at 1130 to study?otherwise 4am to do my work..ahhaha!but apparently..i didnt wake up at all..DIAO.ha.this sucks..my mum had serious problem waking me up!and she was rather pissed?HAHA!she very funny luhs!

went to sch..blahblahblah...then PE..erm played captain's ball with 4E5 girls?yeah..damn hot luh the weather!oh and we played with the girl who look like betsy* from henderson netball!hahaha! though i dont know her name.?she's rather friendly.haha! and the weather was freaking hot for the whole day..until night bah??and i listened during mscarol's lesson OKAY! it's rare of me to do that though.but my math sucks, so i think i have no choice. eng..did the letter writing thingy.. mszan was kinda pissed off at first?but her mood changed super fast!haha...

after sch..took the GEO notes from ms pang then went off to DnT block..wait for sher for SO long LUHs!haha...eat biscuit=)went to eat lerh then go home:]]]ohoh!!and i saw caleb&kinren&kaseh today.what a small world! caleb changed alot!he is like so tall now? and kinren said i shrunk!)): its so saddening.sighh!ha.

came back...took 222...then my sis was in the bus infront of mine?haha!met her at the bus stop.then walked with her..to buy her food..then went to pet shops to look for her babyRABBIT. haha!damn expensive luhs!ahaha! she wants it for her fren's bday:] then went to bookshop..bought stationaries...and i paid for everything.....!hahaha..came home:]tired.

OH!and i managed to do my eng hw..and some math questions leiiii!!!hahaha!im like so tired alrdy..haha.check out the time now!but im gonna continue studying since i have the mood!:]
it's rare of me okay!people who really wanna study for the next few days can ask me!ha!

i shall change back my song to just 1 song..it's so LAGGY!grrrr!

reply to tags!
yinhui-ha!stop asking me to tag you or i shall not tag you anymore!hahahaha!im evil!
nicholas-hello!
brad-haha!sianjipua!my word okay!thanks for tagging-.-
shermaine-haha!medicine:]]]
xuanning-ha!i can see that you're really bored!haha!

[12.41am]

hmmm!apparently..i cant sleep yet!and im really productive!did quite alot of work okay!ever since i shagged...I STIIL CANT SLEEP.[154am]

give me something to believe in,cause i dont believe in you..anymore.anymore....
[2am]
hah!i think i'm mad.really mad.im going to sleep alrdy.!

12:42 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

edited.below:]]
HELLO!

a day without yinhui.haha.totally quietness.[EH!I BLOG BOUT YOU OKAY!]haha...! i ma chiam loner la!DnT..i go myself..recess..ning sher jamie...haha!dont have any bullshitter*yh* to bullshit with me!haha! but alright bah?with brad n qingzhan..haha!brad sat at yinhui's place..pei me:]]]ahahha! still thought have science test luhs!i feel so shag..exams are likes soooo freaking close but my mind just dont have the mood to study..and everytime i wanna start..the day is like going to end alrdy?like so sad la...and im like..getting more n more tired each day..ohmygoodness.i want saturdays!sundays!get all my sleeping hours back!hah!

OH!and i planned alrdy!!!before midyrs start..i shall come home straight after sch..and study!and after midyrs..i shall PLAYYYYY my hearts out!yeah!i feel like going to the beach EVERYDAY after examS!hahaha!see stars!:]]]i shall do my DNT folio!got to hand up by FRIDAY!)))))):

and for today...came back at 4plus..then talk to my sis..eat..watch tv..[its been a long time since i saw the tv screen]ha.! watch MTV...heard new songs...then help my sis with her camp thingys.. hahaha!im so nice!;] IT'S THE END OF TODAY ALRDY..see what i mean...24hrs per day is totally NOT enough!!! i need more time!more seconds!more minutes!more hours!more days! i think it'll heal everything by then!ha.

XUANNING!
it's just overall..natural reaction bahs?or can say he is hard hearted?very ren xin...yeah.it's not your fault either..you got over everything lerh:]]good for you..but it takes time for you&him to accept the way you all are for now..it's not the past anymore.maybe he really VERY hen xin,very bo xim..very bo chap..but it takes him time too..perhaps after a month or so..everything will be alright bahs!:]]]concentrate on your studies!dont be so shag like me!:(( you can go 3E1 derh!hahaha!

i'm like tired?goddamnit.somethings' seriously wrong with me.
[1955pm][twentyfourzerofourtwozerozeroseven]

OH WELL!i updated my songs!!!they are really nice!hahaha!have to wait and listen cause i didnt view the whole list of songs..can't select.anyway..all are nice:]]]
DNT SUCKS.!i go do liao.SIAN JI PUA...PERSERVERE!))):

[9.23pm]

7:56 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

HELLO;

today was alright?!?! having sore throat..which makes me difficult to swallow my saliva?ahah. but went to school in the end though i didnt want to actually.. surprisingly..ms carol didnt come today..&there isnt any of her math lesson)):wasted.haha.!her lesson=sleeping time!hah!

history is driving me crazy,seriously.it sucks.i failed my test again!suck luh! @#$%^&*^$!!!! went for recess..jamie lost her phone.)):sci was playing period...played with ink!haha. really very fun!haha..like xiao luhs!me yinhui & qingzhan..apparently i dont understand a thing of what mr ng ever says.haha. i think im like....gone case.)):

mothertongue was alright..OH!& i guess chen lao shi's son's eng name CORRECTly! ZENITH? nice name eh?huang zhi heng-chinese name..haha.19 months old?haha!oh and there's zuo ye homework.sian ji pua.

went home..bathe.changed.met joyce they all...at KFC in bedok inter.studied...blahs.pei them go home:]]] went to meet ah leei:]]]basketball court.then went to drink.slack.. met xiumin&ying at bbt shop.hahas...proceed to ecp with ah leei n qianhui in the lorry!!!woah SHUANG LUHS!those night wind!haha! lied there...stared at STARs!they were like sooooo pretty luhs!SO MANNYYYYYYY!!!!sadly,im not seeing them with you.haha.talk to ah leei..haha..eat ice cream..then went home:]]]]THANKS AH LEEI&QIANHUI:]]]]

came back at bout 930.yeah..im really really tired alrdy..but i need to chiong my Dnt folio.suck lahs!))): i think mr chua going to hack me into pieces anytime..)): he said.."i have the potential?but always give up when i'm about to succeed."blahssss.

[1049pm][twentythree.zerofour.twozerozeroseven]

10:49 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

[edited;below]

hellos!
yesterday was funfun!

went for class.ms zan's eng class.!haha!

after that played.eat.slacked.

went home.then met at library!same peeps!

did some geo work at LJsilver.!

went for sher/shaofeng's soka thingy concert!

went back really really late!haha!

today would be?

study at home!for upcoming midyrs!

oh well.perhaps..i'm better off like that too..didn't turn out the way i expected.always expecting the unexpected.)): stopped thinking bout it alrdy..but it takes time.!xuanning,if only i had the same thinking as you had:[friends are impt:] hope we could be like what you said,bestFRIENDS:]]]

concentrating on my studies is quite a problem now.sigh.
ilovetwoethree'07:]]]they just simply rocks:]]]]

snapshot!

me n ning completed this:]in bout 10mins:]

peiyan&ruzaini!at disabled home!

damai netballers:]bdiv!

sighhhh!seems like..everyone's having problems.JOYCE!red medicine!cheerup alrights!can come and find me or just a call..i'll be there to talk to you:]]]]] i guess i'm not the only one.having problem concentrating on my freaking studies.SIGH.but i really dont want to regret not studying properly like i did for PSLE.which is totally shitty.the reason why i'm in damai.working harder now is like....piang!june hols are coming up pretty soon!which means,camps!:]] JUNE hol trng! which is :((( and i bet the pile of homework will get higher.n higher. the more stress it'll get. oh yeah,think my sis getting married?!?!?!!!!ha.!like so fast!im only sec2!!! imagine me having a niece!????WEIRD.hahs!:] how i wish everything would just end now.! OH!and i changed my blog song!and updated my profile and stuff:)) the song's really nice?but its abit laggy..so..dont mind:]

i want to study.but i dont have the urge to do so.goddamnit.sigh.

[8.43pm]

2:11 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

hello:[

school havent been really good.test coming up:(sian ji pua.i must chiong lerh.
everything else is being set aside.study!study!study!nothing but study!
shall not be posting for some time alrdy:]get well soon kaiyan!

trying to get over, yet so difficult.friends.

10:51 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

okay.it all ended.perhaps it's just me.the problems lied in me.different world apart.): okay,i dont wanna talk bout it anymore.its just hurts me even more on the inside.sighh.if onlyyyyy. the first month,it all ended alrdy.

FARaway.nickelback.totally a song to describe everything in me now.)))):
i doubt im sleeping tonight.):
sighhhhhh.too little too late.

Labels: totally down.

1:12 AM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

hello!:]]]

today..didnt really sleep well though..woke up pretty early..went to school for ms zan's lesson!was quite late though i woke up super early.and before going up to class..saw ms zan..she told me kayan was hospitalized!i shock arh!!!!had to do some opt or something..sigh!a match without kayan as GA!??))):GET WELL SOON!:] haha!lit!and guess what luhs!i didnt bring my text.haha!then for the lesson..copied model answers on the paper...like mad la!so much to copy)):then 1hr later ms pang came..she didnt had the keys and all..so we'll have class next week!:]]]fold straw hearts under the frigging hot sun while the guys were playing soccer!haha!ate pizza then met the rest at bedok inter.haha!walk...walkk..bugis.queensway.walk..walk..then home.tired luhs!!!

to xuanning! cheer up alrights..it all just happened too fast for you to accept facts!but try okays? its not impossible!call me up if you need too!:]

oh well..check out the time now!got to sleep le man!
happy anni xm!haha!happy birthday daddy!
150307.150407.

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2:30 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007

HELLO:D

i've changed my blogskin!wheeee...bored of the old one!changed my song too!wheee! have been going down to kallang without being able to watch the senior's semifinals match!!!BLAH!with RGS luhs!cause of the frigging rain..so frustrating. ytd went down..it was raining when i reached there..then postpone..today i went to sher's hse to meet her..oh!and her bed is really comfy!haha!then planned to go over together..then called jamie..& then postponed again..she said postponed to tmr 9am! haha!then i called ms zan..coz it clashed with her class..then she said the match postpone to mon 4pm!wth! it's god damn irritating la!waste of my time..haha..anyway went to parkway..then walked...talk..sit..eat with shermaine...haha..damn boring la!better than being at kallang though.

i'm feeling really really tired.i don't know why..nowadays i keep sleeping damn early..as in earlier than usual..haha!everytime sleep on my study table while doing hmwrk.how cool right!haha!anyway..better than not being able to sleep!lalala~

i like my new blog song.haha.i wanted to put the song that vanessa sent to me..but it's very lag..so..ya...my plans for tmr will be in school studying!piang...2hrs of ms zan's eng&lit..then i guess 1hr of ms pang's geography..i think i can just sleep luhs!!!!)):

im quite pissed off actually.it's like not our fault that you were'nt informed about anything.and its like...you don't even have the INITIATIVE to ask around or perhaps ask the teachers about it and just blog about it as though it's our fault.why must we even inform you when you dont seem to even have the heart to go down?would rather go out with friends??its like..are we really that in our cliques or is it you're just too into your own friends?think twice la!can admitt that the morale is getting real low..blog bout all these to make it lower?

15thapril07 will be my dad's birthday.wow..such a coincidence...i don't know how eh.hah.see first bah!): im very very tired.

11:31 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

HELLO:(

really very lazy to post alrdy..like every 3 days then post one time..but i doubt anyone actually bothers to read lo...yeah...nvm..i shall just post.

monday.
very stress eh.ahahha..history test..hope i'll pass..at least a 60& above?yeah.HOPE SO.haix.after school went to meet xiumin with jamie.then she went home..then went to reservoir then went back..but was in sch before that doing HISTORY...

tuesday.
went to school.then math test??i dunno eh...i forgot when was the test alrdy...haha...i guess it was alright..maybe it was ytd..yeah!DNT...i pia my artefact but havent finish...had chinese test...yeah..total disappointment..hahaha..but hope i can pass though it's abit difficult...

today.wednesday..
went to sch late luhs!just on time actually.then peiyan asked me something really weird and was wondering if it was really real or not.went for lit..had the lit play..yeah..quite fun...not really a play but a shot.ning spiked her hair.and our group pic was damn nice luhs!hahaha!pe..played badminton until hand tired....!history played that pictiorial game..in history..!math..did MORE N MORE questions..eng..was quite fun:]haha!music from ms zan's com!

went for oral..i think i screwed up my picture conversation..too brief?ms wong said that though.nvm!over alrdy..went to tm popular to buy stuff..then met you 2..then went to famous amos...then went back..

thanks for accompanying me back home:]but kind of really disappointed in you.you said as though it would really not happen to you but it did & you lied?im not angry or what luhs, but just very disappointed..more disappointed than anything else.these are all broken promises. hope you'll do as you said.

awaiting the holidays:]

Labels: disappointed.

10:18 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

HELLO:D

havent been updating..apparently..lazy and hard for me to type fast cause of my little finger.haha!it feels weird without being able to use my little finger normally..haha!its okay rachel!it's recovering!

friday.went to sentosa..bathing there is a torture.quite fun actually:]haha!then to vivo..met xiumin;vivian.haha.walk then went to open space.!yeah..sher n wendy left le..then went to parkway.arcade.my shooting sucks.alot.hahaha!couldnt proceed to 3rd level.))):

sat.!!!!omgoodness lo..woke up quite late...11+...nicholas n brad came over at bout 11+..
to do the project...they used the com..then after awhile..walked over to nic hse that side..buy bomb bag..actually my hse downstairs have!haha!PAISEH.then eat lunch then met ning at bus stop..then at my hse again..did that god damn history project..until 11PM!!!yeah..then brad's dad fetch ning home..then nicholas's dad came..!sorry...!but it's so finally la!that it all finished. there were suppose to be 3 more pairs of helping hands.!-_-

sunday.today.
stay at home!haha..woke up at 11+..then went downstairs for breakfast with my 2 sis and mum.. very long never eat breakfast together le..haha.walk..walk..buy chocolate..buy ice cream..buy wedges..buy sweets!hahahaha!funfun:] then came back...studied.HISTORYYYY!sucks.
im still doing btw, just lost concentration..will have to continue luhs!):stress arh.
test tmr ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!chap 4.5.6..

2 consecutive days le.sian.
im so tired of everything!):
i can just die now...haix.

happy studying huishan!self-sympathy.....

so long people..my busy weekdays are back.)):

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8:21 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

hello.
MY LITTLE FINGER IS FRIGGIN PAINFUL!!)):
my back hurts like dunno what!

why am i so prone to injuries these few days!?):

i need a plan for tmr!woah.piang.eh.

Labels: ):

12:57 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

HELLO:D

REALLY VERY LAZY TO POST.haha!anyway school have been really boring.

i really don't like ms carol's lessons.she's teaching like a bloody train when me.qingzhan.yinhui and alot of other people dont understand a shit!haha!and she's giving homework like mad too.

today..slept..then when my mum woke my sister up..i got up..then she ask me what time i going to sch..then i say..can dont go?haha!then she say really arh?then i sleep.....then 7+ i woke up..cannot sleep liao..then decided to go to school.yeah.considered late..haha! sorry 2e3.

im freaking tired alrdy.i totally feel like sleeping.omgoodness.
this shall be a short post to keep my blog alive:]
.w.a.n.

9:44 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

HELLO:D

a world without you;WILL NEVER BE MINE:]-xm

was quite down today..received some sms from shermaine at 11+..then i slept le..saw it at 5.55am and couldnt continue sleeping...thanks arh shermaine-_-haha.

went out at bout 12.?i was punctual..they were late!haha!first time eh!:p
BLAHS~~~~~~~~~~

then went home.im getting damn lazy to post actually.but to keep it alive,i shall PERSERVERE. im getting tired.but tmr have SCI PRACTICAL.DIE LIAO LORH.))))):

HUISHAN!jiayou:]ily.

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10:39 PM