can someone tell me the reason for living? tired of being sorry:D

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Maybe i was the cause of everything. It just started without me knowing a SHiT. . . . . . Is it me, you or her? sian luhs.

11:35 PM

[huishan&xuanning]

[huishan;michelle]

[kranji memorial]

[huishan;syukri PL camp]

[wendy;huishan]

[sher.syukri.wendy.huishan]

[wendy;huishan]

[RETRO:)]

[2E3:] NEWater]

[oh my! what's happening!LOL]

11:09 PM

continuation...

HELLOs.

wednesday.
Early in the morning, everyone in my house woke up already? it was like, 7am only.! My mum and dad started waking everyone up, made breakfast, and everyone was out of the house..! My dad went to work, so did my mum and 2nd sister. My 3rd sister and i went to school. LOL.

Went to mama shop after reaching school. Bought drinks & went back to school. started painting and everything..then everyone started coming! Our wall is REALLY REALLY pretty:]]]! proud of my class:] over heard the conversation of mrs nair and ms carol, that overall our class is not bad? LOL. BHB:] anyway..really very cute what!LOL! must see???!

went for training.met wendy! guess what..at 12.30..i called her..she sounded angry and scolded me. for waking her up though she asked me to wake her up! LOL. so diao la!training was alright. just that we ended at 7.15 after mr bok's long talk! went to BBT shop. then to reservoir to meet my sisters and my mummy:] went back and PENG.

TODAY:]]]
woke up at around 10+ going to 11. was deciding where to go..then didnt go with wendy. i went with my mummy and 3rd sister. to QUEENSWAY!:]]] bus-ed down. DAMN LONG JOURNEY. lol. but slept through:]

went there, ate at KFC opposite IKEA. then went to queensway. met my 1st sis. walk.walk.walk. bought track shoes for myself:] ORANGE!:] then my sis n i bought a pair of sch shoe each:] kappa. :] bought for wendy her bottle!:] got from her attitude again..coz she was sleeping=.= sis drived us all to orchard. went to TAKA. walkwalkwalk..then my 2nd sis bought a blouse. eldest sis bought her gym stuff.. lol. feeling tired. went home:] sis drove us home! woahhh! really really really tired alrdy! and having serious headache?)):

tmr is going to be a long day again!)): like so sad la... trng! omg! !!!! mon going KL? so gotta play well!siannnnnnnnn. looking forward though:]

shall stop here:] will post some pics when i switch com:]

9:57 PM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

SIGH.

Thinking of past memories, sucks. Like what xuanning said, it's totally useless already but both of us still. . . sigh. Like, so hard to fang xia everything. Those blogs, friendster accounts, omgoodness. )):

Paiseh for showing attitude, cause it isnt your fault. Sorry. I also don't know what to say liao. & i don't know wtF im doing okays. sorry. Not like you know me very well...i also don't know you well what. sian la.

1:37 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007

HELLO:]

Oh, guess what! The Peerleader Camp turned out to be as i expected. ohwell, many things which made it the way it wasnt suppose to be. Firstly, my group members suck, cause none of them is one that i know?or even my good friend or some other better friends. Except for jasper? Unwilling to do anything, just comment on others, care about themselves the most.

Anyway, with such a group, the whole camp wouldn't be fun. SPOILERs.

had games,sang songs,eat.. ->first day. . . second day...->went to kranji memorial.walk. eat. trained back to school. third->was in sch playing games. water games..blahssss..camp fire.our expression night SUCKED BIG TIME.had some people standing outside school.corin was being scolded by them.LOLLOL... then everyone rushed back?locked themselves. -.- fourth day->did the NYAA form and write your details.went for training. scolded,tired.

btw,the camp fire was pretty cool:]

todayyyyyyy....

i woke up quite late.slept till about 10.30am. slept at 12? the previous night.use com for awhile... talk to syukri. then went to school to paint the class room... went there...didnt really paint. LOL. see see nia..talk. and the floor was bloody hell hard to wash. went to kopitiam. talk to the sec 4e5 girls then went to get the basketball from candice. then played. then SOOO many people came down? when it was suppose to be... me.wendy.rachel.jaslene. LOL. ahleei.cher.zhonghan. xiaoben.darren came. lol played. till bout 8+ came home.

im like really tired? and i need to go to sch at 8?????!.bullshit.there's still training. with mr bok)):

LAZY TO POST IN DETAILS.

11:06 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

HELLO:D

havent been posting.loads of things happened......brief post.

MONDAY
had post exam activities.played..captain's ball..forever last minute then join in..forming a last minute team.=.= haha! played for victors.&won:]]
after everything.there was training.with mr ho. in gym..then after using some of the equipments..moved over to netball court beside the bball court. we conbined with the sec 3s alrdy! fun fun! ended with some games.ahaha!:] went to coffee shop.then home.

TUESDAY
was in sch the whole day.tired like hell..slept in class for about 1hr..me.yinhui.xuanning.qingzhan all sleeping!=.= then after sch met wendy. ate at tam..then train-ed down to queensway. took bus and went to buy FBTs. oh well..wendy really couldnt make up her mind! went home on bus 196. suppose to slp.haha. ended up laughing like dunno what!haha!

had quite a number of lame jokes.
-we didnt know if 196 was going the correct way..after we board the bus 5mins later. then started getting anxious to actually know..we were on the correct side?
-there was a baby..being carried by the mum..not on the bus..outside.he cling on to the mum like.. monkey..then i said that and wendy started laughing like mad.
-passed by SGHospital. wendy said EH.our blood test inside eh!..as i didnt know it would be sent here..i was pretty amazed..then i was like..isnt this kaiyan's hospital?she was like..kaiyan was in this hos. but she dont own the hos..and wendy starts laughing at me again!=.=
-she said.. my data over here ehs!...then i said why?she said i was BORN here..i heard at BURN here.HAHAHAHA!
-saw the HIPPO bus?the top deck no shelter that type...at arnd suntec. then wendy said..1 ride.. 23bucks..i was like..so ex...we take SBS..with air con..double deck..55cent NIA...wendy laughed again! ahhaha. but like so CHEAPO.haha.
-slept. then blah.then laugh.

then went home.HAHAHA!
had some conflicts though.sigh.pissing!.
thanks for those advices:]]]]

WEDNESDAY[today]
NE learning journey.BORING. we kept TAKING PICTURES. ESP ms CAROL. ahhahah! the whole class actually. went to Singapore Discovery centre. ate yummy cheesecake&choco fudge cake with ning n peiyan...then tour ard the dunno army place.. then went to NEWater factory.then back to sch.. had trng..UNDER THE HOT SUN.then i became bloody dark after trng?))): bbt shop.laughed like mad..esp at fenni.!haha! then home. wanted to play bball..but too late ler..so went home.!haha.

supposingly settled.but i doubt so la..i guess we'll ignore each other though. i don't know what to say already. lol.

its late. nights:]
[1210am]

12:10 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

hello people.

okay, i spent my day at home, apparently, pretty amazing. woke up..quite early? my dad wanted to go kayaking..i was like...HUH!? so hot luhs..then my 2nd sis was alrdy at bedok reservoir..taking pictures.OF? stones.those really cool photography.oh...so after breakfast.my dad,mum,3rd sis plus me...went to reservoir find her? decided not to kayak.so hot la..no mood also..ahha! OH!!!!! we saw this VERY cute baby boy...18mths... walking alrdy!he was strapped like a dog?then his dad pulling him? hahah! prevent him from falling! he veryyy hyper active la! so cute!:]]]]]]]

came home.damn sian. bathed.ate lunch..then stayed in the room for the next few hours. watching F.R.I.E.N.D.s with my sister. 2nd sis went out alrdy...yeah..watch until i fell asleep. haha! woke up..use com..then dinner..then com again..i dunno how to slp tonight la! slept in the afternoon alrdy. friends is damn funny!!!!!haha! PHOEBE ESP!.

[1111pm] cool timing uhs!
tmr's going to be a longggg~ day.sian.trng.stamina suck.
trng for next week will be..mon wed fri. and PL camp starts on friday..lucky wendy going!:]
BUSY...after PL camp..come back...6days later..going KL..diao.during the 6 days should have trng bah? so sadded.

bye peeps:] stop here.
currently talking online with rachel:] jianji=.=

11:16 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

can someone tell me what to do now?
i feel so stuck in nowhere...
sighhhhh!

i feel so fcuked up now..
i don't know what i want.
is it me?is it you?or is it her?
is it me?or is it the other 2?
wth.!

SADDENNING.

11:48 PM

HELLO.

YESTERDAY.friday
what about yesterday? i didn't post bout it!ha. ytd was alright?!....watched alittle of big mama's house 2 during chinese & part of waterboys during english lesson. ms zan & chen lao shi!:]]] after school was alittle rush.? was in com lab..when i had to go home and take the netball KL trip form..then wendy was talking to me from outside..through the window!! LOLS. oh,my sister offered to drive to school to pass me my form in the end:]

went off half way while mr winston was talking bout his history stuff...and went with wendy & minpei for lunch. there wasn't anything to eat..by then. so we went to mama..ate & rushed back. bought 2 packets of CHOCO MINT:] went back..my sister&mum came..then my mum passed me my form..and my sis took one packet of my choco. haha!:]

changed,went to do passes. the main court,or rather the whole parade square was taken by the NPCC members. playplayplay..no teacher. then mrs loke came. moved everything to the other netball court beside the bball court. sorry joyce,made u move the pole alone.aha! embarrassing? hahs! brad.sf.nic.qingzhan at the bball court playing soccer?they sat there while trng was on luhs!?weird ppl... went to sit at void deck.VERY COLD LUHS!

went back with chiachern.shaofeng.brad.nic...=.= all the netballers take opposite direction! then went home.erm yeah.slept really early..10+? by accident..haha!haha!

TODAY .saturday
woke up pretty late:]] at around 10+?haha! slept for more than 12 hrs! SHUANG LUHS! last min,joyce call me ask if i wanna go town with them? so i last min met them..late la!train-ed down to bugis.& kaihong came. walk...walk...to bugis street...then walk back to meet minpei..walk...went to play arcade.KEPT playing basketball with xuanning.bout 8-10 times la!there was a BLOODY PRO guy working from watsons..he very zai la!!! walk...walk...for very long..then went to sit at food court.ahhaha..joyce n ning bio shuai ge..the rest stoning...hahah! tired luhs! so the main point of today? - ning n joyce bio shuai ges. =.= talked alot.zilianed.

trained down to bedok.kaihong left le.then zilianed on the bus..can switch partners somemorE!!! haha! then all went to petal.some guys were playing ball..so me n joyce went to ask to lend their extra ball to play,haha! and got 1buck each from minpei!HAHAHAHA! played ABC. and i finished first?!?!HAHAH! xuanning called me biantai for being so zhun* today! ahahha!mad!went to mac with ning..joyce n ah pei went home..talked~~~ alot.haha!same fate people mah!:]
wanted to walk ning home..but there was lightning..ning told me to go home first..so..yeah. went to bus stop. bus-ed home:]]]]]

really really tired. we saw lots of cute things today:]haahha!esp soft toys.tried grabbing some at the arcade machine too!but failed!haha!

shall stop here:]]]
bye peeps:]

10:41 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

HELLO!

Lazy to post. I haven't been posting. LALALA~~!

But i guess there isn't much to post about? Like what, life about going to school and receive shit results? Oh man! My results are # $%^ #@ !!!!!! Every subject is like boarder line? When it useD to be average? Xuanning's topping the class, Yinhui's catching up..what bout me man? SIGH! I'm soooooo dead. I think i should change the subject. It's making me XINTONG.

oh yeah! NETBALL's STARTING! JOYCE IS BACK TO NETBALL..though she can't attend 100% of trainings..!& MOST IMPORTANTLY!!->she's GOING KL WITH US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!:] OH! training is officially starting!:]greatgreat! my june's schedule is SO packed!hahaha!)): camps.camps.and more camps.....trng trng trng..competition...trng..!woah!

pass few days have been in sch..then ytd we had a EVERYONE trng..sec 1/2/3/4...sec 3s did something really nice for the sec4s..during makan session.sec4s step down ler!but going for KL trip!:]]]]]]]]]]]]]

TODAY:]
WENT TO TAKE BLOOD TEST!!!damn damn funny.in sch...had PL meeting..haha!funny!!! THE BLOOD TEST!!!!!!!! GUESS WHAT..the nurse *finding for my VEIN. on my arm* then cannot find.. *wendy&minpei laughing!* then she press my arm..saying" you do alot of exercise arh..here all muscle!" hahahahhaha! i was like =.=!how to find my vein! then change hand..then she found!..then i wasnt looking...she inject the needle...i felt the needle la!PAIN PLS! she took HALF a testtube..of my blood.haha! then me&wendy&minpei had problem with our hands! haha! then went to BK...hahahahaha!then went home:]
OH!and i cut my hair...short le:]

i wanna post some cute pics..but lazy?go to XUANNING's blog!:]
so long people!:]
[0900pm]

9:00 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

HELLO:DD

have been out these few days:]]]]haha!playplayplay.like mad uh.broke le.

YESTERDAY*[13may][mother's day]
woken up by my sis..at about 1030am..went to eat...supposing mac...ended up sakae sushi when my eldest sis came.haha..then suppose to go to watch movie.with sher. then no ticket..then supposingly...going to petal mac.ended up with rachel.wendy.shermaine.at VIVO.haha! weird planning. all so sudden! suppose to look for mother's day present..[rachel&shermaine] ended up eating nia..then thanks to some SMS...we trained down to eunos.sher went home..me wendy & rachel went to petal.played ball for awhile..had a tiny cut on my wrist..didnt know when it appeared there.haha.. then went home....

TODAY****[14may][ECP]
haha!i woke up late. met them late!hahaha!SORRY..late for dunno how many hours...!:p bused down to tam inter.took 31...oH! & on 31...shaofeng kept talking about buying water!haha! funny la!:] reached east coast..walk....walk...then reach bowling centre..met chia chern n nicholas there. played bowling!FUN FUN!!!haha! played with the girls..hafsah.sadhana.ning. :P

then then then...went to rent skates and bikes. then play play play...met shermaine. then continue playing..!oh okay, me and ning fell..ruzaini said we fell very beautifully.haha! but it hurts more than it's process of falling OKAY!!!haha! returned everything. then sadhana's bag lost? then found it at the kios*. went to play with sand and beach ball. DUG a REAL huge HOLE!hahahaha! fun fun! took pics and all...then went to eat..then went home..!

xuanning! fell while trying to run for bus 15!!!hai yoh..in jured AGAIn.haha!careful arh! on the bus zi lianed..went back with sadhana n shaofeng. took bus 17:]

came back..really tired alrdy.but check out the time!there's sch tmr!:]]]]
training's starting.wooooooots!
shall post the pics tmr or something:]
loves 2e3'07:]

NIGHTS!

12:09 PM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

OH HA!my post is below!
&scroll to the right..to see the pictures:]]]
ENJOY:]

[what a nice picture.taken by me:)]

[at the beginning]

[ha!sad picture taken by wendy.]

[wendy.me]

[me&shermaine]

[me&grace]

[me&shermaine&grace]

[me&wendy]

[me&wendy no.2]

[jiao face]

[lame faces]

[reflection]

[me&xuanning]

[me.being nonsensical.]

[it's not real]

[wendy&I/staring at the light.]

[wendy&i/blurry:)]

[wendy&me/smile:)]

[group photo]

[group photo no.2]

[zilian on the bus.]

[sec2s:] there's colour on my hair:)haha!]

[the pairs:)]

[tired.me&shermaine]

[wendy.me/on the train]

[pics.]

[me&xuanning]

OH.finally.the end of pics.
[1036pm]

10:51 PM

HELLOSSSSSSSS!

haha.went to sentosa YTD:]]]]]] FUNFUN.!

PROCESS of YESTERDAY.
oh well.waited for wendy..coz she was in sch..but she was late..cause she went to pump the volleyball!:]]] xn.joyce reached..early..then grace..i was 20mins late!haha!wendy was 1hr+ late! haha!met sher on the train.headed to sentosa.

oh well..went to buy drinks.then walk to palawan?haha.we SHIFTED 3 TIMES!to get nice SAND.and CLEAN water.walked past the same few gangs of people 3 times..hah..embarrassing!
FINALLY settled down..first thing..play volley ball..bloody painful pls..esp when the sand is on the ball..the sand is like..poking your skin...!pain!

tried pulling joyce&ning into the water..they werent really wet..then grace totally fell!ahaha! then me.sher.wendy went in ourselves!hahaha!:]]] ning n joyce building their sand castle while the others in water..then we went to use the TAP.!woah....SHUANG!haha!stayed there for quite long...coz the water very clean.cold.and it sprays.haha!
our conclusion after using the tap=next time don't come sentosa.go to Wildwildwet. coz the water cleaner.can get tanned easily.haha!!!!

played ball..then after awhile..we played some dumb game at the tap.joyce DID a forfeit..after so long!haha!bu fang bian shuo;BLAHS.
then went to 7 eleven buy things eat.then sat there...the SUN came out..haha!like after soooo long...yeah..then me;wendy;xuanning..lie down..the other 3 sat down at the shore.haha! after 15mins? then me.joyce.ning.wendy went into the water.play ball. OH YEAH!joyce's face went RIGHT into the water la!hahahaha!damn funny!:p opps!haha!we talked ALOT:]]bullshit..and laugh:]]]]]

after quite long..then went to find grace&sher..they sat at 7;11 and talk..all went to shower...then left..CAMWHORE a WHOLE LOT!!!hahaa!took grp photo too..then went to vivo.
oh well..i met her.

sorry wendy.shermaine.grace. made you guys wait for me!:]thanks!love you all:]] went to eat.. then went up to 4th level again...until bout 930pm then left..went to train station.cam whore again..in the train...KNOCK OUT.kept sleeping..haha..wendy had to stop at bedok instead of eunos just to make sure me n grace dont miss our stop!haha!thanks wendy! then went to take bus...go home...slept at bout 1+...then went to sleep:]]]]

TODAY:]
woke up at 11++...saw my sis for 10seconds& she went out..by then...no one at home..diao. talked to shermaine while eating my pathetic breakfast..haha!talk to wendy online. went to her house..went down to petal area.met joyce..went to bball court..met candice n kexin. played ball..then met jerrer..playyyy~~~~candice went back....going to rain..so walk to eunos cc and play... then play~~ then ning come...play match with wendy.kexin..me n ning hyper:] haha! play for very long ler...then went to mac..sit..eat dinner.erm..then walk ning home..talked too:]
on the way home..msg ning...haha..sigh..i guess i also don't know what to do ler?:]]thanks for your advice!:]

everything seems so weird.i don't know what you're thinking about me now.& i know its wrong of me to break in the first place.i don't know what you want from me. or should i just let everything come to an end.?seriously,im thinking of it now...your heart doesnt seem to be with me anymore,though you said it is.

ohwell,its time i stop.i shall post the pictures later:]]]]
[1005pm]

10:05 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007

HELLO.

watched spiderman3.NICENICE!:]]]

then played soccer with E3 peeps.basketball.with wendy.grace.rachel.
then wendy&rachel left..played with grace.then played with damai ppl..

met shermaine.dried myself in the TOILET!ha!went to return candice's bball.

very lazy to post in details luhs!
OH!and shermaine&grace are NICE people to actually imitate the way i walk.!):
it hurts big time/

im so tired.tmr.sentosa.ohmygoodness.((:
[0122am]

1:22 AM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

HELLO;

chinese was DIFFICULT okay!

went to tm with xuanning.joyce.michelle.
we were damn boring people.went to get nicholas' present.then went to eat.then went to century.where me and ning met some people. JIAO.SPOIL PPLS' DAY!

stood at THAT spot for very long..though very cold arh!.then went to yinhui hse there.play.met lots of ppl.play.play.then went home.yeah.

my toe hurts luhs!sigh-ness.
now that i know my answer.it all went so complicated.oh well..fate.

sad case.
thanks joyce&ning for today.
ning-REALLY SAME FATE.i believe in this SHIT now!
[1154pm]

11:54 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

oh..continuation....or rather detailed post:]

after science..went to yinhui's house area..played bball for quite long.met alot of damai ppl there. yeah..& QINGZHAN STEPPED ON MY TOE.with HIS SHOES!)): but by accident.it caused some really disgusting bruise.

went back home with some difficulties.and went to meet wendy&grace.didnt really studied. saw like..all of them there.totally sian ji pua luhs..bought useless penknife.chocolates.&went back at 9 today.yeah.

actually this isnt really DETAILED as it seem to sound.haha! my toe hurts big time! haha!its gross luhs!and i shall post some pictures:]

& i keep sleeping during the papers.

[wendy&i..zilian-ing]