hello.

somehow, my life has turned upside down. apparently, i don't know what's going on inside me? & i don't know what i'm doing at all? it just feels so empty.

so YESTERDAY...
went for class painting in the morning. met sadhana and went in together. really unwilling to do anything, i just slacked in the class. soon, more and more people started coming. the music in class gets louder, thanks to amar!LOL. we played more than anything else. but the painting was hell of a tiring! kept played soccer, ordered mac for lunch. finished up with the painting and off for training. guess what, some freak took the bottle i bought for wendy! like so JIAO! it's not the money matter, but where the hell is that person's liang xin? in the drain liao. i was like so guilty, cause wendy need to get another one? after training, which was one hell one too intended to go with wendy to buy her bottle but kind of forgotten about it? i was freaking tired by then. & i told wendy i was going home, kind of fang her fei ji. SORRY WENDY! sigh.

anyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!:]]

today./
woke up at 8am then went to the bank, cash in my cheque then went home to sleep again. woke up at 1130am again and took train to BISHAN, junction 8 with my 2nd sister. i wore some pink polo tee which looked gay though.LOL. went to look for my mum,1st sis and aunt at City Gem. walked around for quite long, then went for lunch. pretty late. continued walking. and finally went back to city gem and bought 1 pair of ear rings and a ring for my sister's wedding. DAMN EX pls. total like around 2000bucks.! went to toa payoh and met my niece! JANAE! woots! havent seen her for a lONG LONG time. she's tall already! for a kid. lol.walked around and met my uncle. yeah. then went back at around 7 plus.

my goodness! guess what. i cleared my room. LOL. it was like some junk place. esp after exams! im really tired. and tmr my sisters and my mum going to BOTANIC GARDEN. sian ji pua. i have to go too. she's going there to take photos. ohwell, monday im going KL! with netballers! WOOTS! just 2 days more!:]]]]

i really don't want to make things worse for both cases and im like the root of every problem.):
someone tell me what to do...my headache's getting worse somehow.