you know you're simply thinking too much.i don't know what/how/when/why you got to know about that info.if you got it from some particular person,which i wont name here,i dunno what to say alrdy.don't guess.can you trust me for just once?am i that boxim to you?or am i just making your burden heavier?i guess i am,but im not letting go.if you want me to,i can.but if this really goes on for long,i guess i will have to without you telling me at all.everything has it's limits,so do i.i'm alrdy trying...pls.when will that day come?):