can someone tell me the reason for living? tired of being sorry:D

Sunday, September 30, 2007

hello!

Went out with usuals again. We can PLAY together, but concentration for studying..sucks. Went to marine parade library. Really couldn't study, no idea why. Too quiet, can't even speak arh. Went to parkway, rach pierced her tragus. Took 15 to petal mac. Studied abit and went to void deck. Then play ball...for quite long la hor? then mac...again.

Studied abit larh? Then home at 10pm. OHWELL. i guess another day wasted. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING LARH. sian. im god damn tired. but im going to pia geo. jiayou.

haix.............!
CUI ARH. how to go on like that?):

11:43 PM

helloooooooo:D

updated most of the pictures already:D
going to library with usuals:D
post up later:D

byesssss:D
i need to lead my own life!

10:44 AM

22&23september2007:D

[the hearts]

[the laughter we shared:D]

[monopoly]

[breezer, vitagen, alcohol]

[the spastic & the dao kias] haha!

[the loner & the spastics.]

random

[family potrait, right.]

[family potrait, left.]

[cute leg position?]

[5,4,3,2,1]

[stepping on jaslene!]

[random]

[hear,speak,see no evil]

[random]

[huishan&rach]

[camera man rach:) yandao ehs!]

[random]

[paikia]

[fomer]

[=.=]

[edit by rach]

[:)]

10:30 AM

Saturday, September 29, 2007

helloooooo.

I shall elaborate on yesterday=D
It was only the start of our first paper. Depending on the next few papers, we'll all be in different sec 3 classes already. ): I guess the 2 papers were alright except for chinese compo, abit nothing to write):

After school went home and out to mac=.= Met seetleei on the bus. Then went to ecc to play abit of badminton with ahpei&co. Then studied' at mac. And our concentration time is only 5mins. We have to do something about it & i'm serious! Loewe,boon&co came. They ate alottt of chocomini! especially loewe. He ate like no body's business! Then went to voiddeck and play cards. it was romantic with the candles=.= 2 police suddenly approach us la! chuatio. He told us not to play with fire and cannot gamble. He ask if there was a smashing sound and whether anyone ran by? and went off.

huishan did like 90 pushups and 60?set of 4 of jumpingjacks? AS forfeit ehs! ))):today wake up muscle ache larh! pain everywhere pls.!): Nua at playground then went to minpei hse there the void deck nua and study. OH!this really old guy came by and talk to us about studies! He said we must ENJOYYYYYYYY~ studying and we must share and talk about the topic to each other while studying. OH!he's damn scary pls! btw, he's from MOE last time. he's tone is freaky.!

NUA UNTIL 11.30. minpei brought food for us larh! thanks! then went home and reach home at 12. Slept at 1+. somethings happened though.

woke up at 10+ and went down to eat with my sis and mum. Bought quite a number things! esp that ziplock bag that can extract air out! my sis love to see soft toys being distorted in the bag with no air=.=

NUA AND ROT infront of the com and did art.down for dinner and home. did art again and talked to rach for about 1hr+? lols. funny arh! ((: she kept laughing at me pls! rach send me the pics alrdy. shall upload them someday.

i don't know why my eyes are fucking pain?lack of sleep? i cannot take it arh!): tired liao.

i don't know about tmr.study!

11:47 PM

Friday, September 28, 2007

today,
school.
home.
mac.
void deck.
study.
skipped dinner.
reach home at 12+.

thanks ahleeiandjasleneandminpei.

nothing to say except

CUI.

12:23 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

hellooooooooooooo.

I didn't post yesterday eh! &i didn't know. lols. Yesterday was wednesday! Pretty boring um..and i can't really remember what i did. But had many plans after school. After school had lit remedial at 3? or 2.30. then before that went to TM with ning and yinhui. ning bought her ear stards?* And i ending up piercing. okay. Cab back to school and late for remedial. haha! before that missed call from mszan....call her back..she told me change of venue. Then she ask me where were we, eating lunch?she let us take our time! heee. Then after lit was sci. Suppose to end at 6 then ended at 5 and went to mac to find jas&co. pei minpei go home then jas pei me eat then i went home and jas went to find rach&wendy. home and peng.

today was the 2 period day!sian larh. after school went to marineparade,eat liao go library. then nua and studied abit and went kfc again. then went to petal nua and do art with the usuals and jun & then home with ahleei.. at 10+? ahaha!we were talking about after exams! when the start is just tmr? =.=

Tomorrow's paper 1, the start of the countdown to the END of exams and the time we practice our "after exams" programmes.!

& thanks to the rain, i got damn dulan in the cab. and my cab fair was 9.70 bucks! fuck? bloody traffic jam! idiot larhhhhhhhhhhh! i shan't talk about it.& the pics of our tonning on 23rd is in rachel's blog! ohwell! one word to describe our usuals.= cute!:D

11:51 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

oh heyyyy:D

I seem to be posting everyday:D Today was rather boring due to the start of the day. Physical education is becoming from bad to worse especially with mrjaketan as our teacher! Soccer?=.= Spent my time slacking at fitness corner:D The ambulance came cause sakinah from 2e1 injured. ohwell, takecares:D

Homeecons was watching the presentations and evaluation form. Delayed time and back for mother tongue. Nua during class and then math. Lit was a free period and CME was math again. Ms carol let us listen to music during her class, abit weird? lols. thanks ruzaini for helping me copy math(:

After school,didn't go mac ehs! amazing. Ate with ahleei,rach,zhonghan?,wendy. then jas,ahleei and zhonghan left. grace went home. Then wendy me and rach went to basketball court watch ignites match. exciting ehs, but reminded me of alot of things. Played abit and went home. Bathe liao go out with sisters to meet parents for dinner at tampines. home and nua. tmr having science test arh! CUI ARH. PENG ARH. DIE LIAO LARH.

ytd sleep at 2am?Now i like going to sleep liao?how to last till late late to study science?!?! ): go make coffee liao. jiayou huishan.

9:12 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

hello:D

This post is for these people:D

RACHELGOHKOONXUAN.
CHEWSEETLEEI.
JASLENECHUAKEXIN.
WENDYYEOWEILIN.
GRACEONGSHIYA.

Though me and grace, sec2 only? but we clique on well? we went through so much together within quite a short period of time bah? We 'study' together, play ball and get high together. Ton during exam period? Play fire and tio caught? cute? We even formed our own "association":D ADDA:D

though all of us netballers except jaslene, we are still friends who do dumb dumb things together. jaslene+ahleei, our bikers. Night cycling, they lead the way, they take care of me and wendy's safety. We'll think of ways and means to enjoy(: dumb things! like? eat coffeemate and blow out? like snow? add sugar to coke? play prank on people with money.? play ball? stupid names like testis.? hahahahaha! seetleei.jaslene and me..1 team = testis. =.= i dont know how we got that but i think wendy said something like testing become testis? LOLS.

BUT! abit at the wrong timing. When 1 cannot study, cant concentrate, all also cant. hees.!

&today's the 24th!

11:06 PM

hellooooooo:D

Today school was alright but slept for quite a few lessons. Yesterday's sleep wasn't enough. Apparently for geo class,? I didn't sleep at all, paid attention somemore. Sadly it was only 1period. haha! Then after school called rachel to see if everything was fine, yeah then they were all going to mac to study and settle stuff. yeah so i went along((: Grace came too!

We had alot alot of fun larh! The worst thing is! We found a car key in MAC's toilet. Then it was FORD lehhhhh! so we went to find the CAR! Then jaslene walk walk walk, saw a FORD car. Didn't know if it's the right one, and tried pressing the unlock keys. AMAZINGLY! its right larh!!! we were like so high??????? FUCK. We like machiam panick? went back to mac and decided to return the keys, thought of many ways to do so. Went back to the car and the owner came back in a cab. She thanked us larh! and gave us 20bucks. LOL. good deed alright((: pei ben eat then bball. then went to return ball with ahleei and jas. then bought bbt and bread? then home((: heeeeeeeeeees!

we were thinking to take the credit card larh!so mean right! but we had our conscience.((:

alright, i don't study today i don't sleep. im serious! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!):
bye!

9:43 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

hello)))))))):

Today's sunday night already & i haven't really studied when exams are just next friday. Apparently, its not that i don't wish to but the concentration just isnt there. Yesterday was great(: HEEEEEEs.!

Went to meet jaslene at mac! at around 4pm. "Study" larh hor): In the end, hanged aroung petal area then seetleei came to find us. (: Their bikes are fun arh! Then wait at mac and did dumb things like eating mac's coffee-mate with coke? jaslene said it tasted like vanilla coke=.= haha!pour the powder in the mouth and drink coke. cute? LOL. jas added like don't know how many packet of sugar in her COKE! mad. Then rach came to find us, played cards, blow out coffee-mate from our mouth= snow?=.=! then played poker dai di. then after waiting for like 2hrs?damn long?!!! wendy came with the ball and we balled. Played with jun too. 3vs3. After that he left and we played....until 9+? Then went to the open area at carpark. Play candles and fire(: and sparklers.

Suay suay police come. tio gan!=.=hahahaha! Then went to playground to rot for very long and camwhored((: Then went to mac and slack, deciding where to go. Ended up, all TON=.= rach and wendy went to borrow bikes. Then rach bus home. me,ahleei,wendy,jas cycled to rach hse from petal. And the cutest thing is we from petal mac, cab to tenaga.=.= wendy hse there=.= Night cycling fun arh! but abit scary!.lol. wendy and i almost died.

Went to rach house and the first thing we did was stand at the window and enjoy the wind! It was friggin hot luhs! Then settled down looking around at Rach's hse? Wendy chiong potong ice cream. me,ahleei&jas chiong milo powder=.= Then played monopoly.=.= I'm DAMN suay pls! First round, took the 'chance' card and went to jail=.= Stayed there for damn long. Then when the others at 4 round? I'm at my start of second round. =.= i played until woah fcuk! PEKCEk! & i couldnt even buy a house cause they bought almost all! woah! not only do i not have house, i have to pay them for stepping in their house! Played until 3+ am and jaslene went bankrupt. Then carried on and rachel bankrupt. All their money and houses went to AHLEEI!!!! Then i stepped in Ahleei's house with hotel. 9000 PLUS LARH! peng! i bankrupt too. slept for like 20 mins, wake up liao...wendy&ahleei still playing. Then in the end? AHLEEI winner?she damn happy pls! bloody hell! hahah! then it was around 4+am. ah leei tired sleep...say wake up at 5am. All peng except wendy and rach. ah leei woke up 3seconds before 5am=.= i continued to sleep..they say they woke me up, but no use!haah!

Woke up,then breakfast prepare liao, they all also bathe liao! LEFT ME EH! then bathed and NUA at rach hse. Then went to shopnsave. Steal trolley and bought things for rach mum. Then back and nua again. Watched xiaodingdang. Then RAINED!so heavy. So couldnt cycle..Waited for rain to stop, went to rach's room nua, play dai di. Then don't know why suddenly all attitude! keep scolding me! HAHA! effects of not enough sleep! Then went to KFC and rach went home. the 4 of us cycled back to wendy's hse return bikes. Then ahleei and jaslene left. i bused home. TIRED!!!!!! Went home and PENG!

woke up at around 6pm and blahs. ALOT OF THINGS HAPPEN ARH! sian ji pua!
okay,i shall wait for rachel to send to me all the camwhore/sleeping-jiao faces/randoms to me!(: Thats all for my weekend and i never study=.= fuck larh! UNTIL NOW I NEVER START LEH!!!!!!!!! i can go die liao!!!!!!

10:00 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

ohyuh. sometimes, i just don't understand, or rather don't know why. Is it you really dont wish or on purpose. Have you ever thought of who were the ones there for you when you really needed them? So now what, you're taking them as invisible? You know how it feels to be once a close friend but just so suddenly, strangers? Now you're not even talking or giving eye contact. What more man? Sometimes i just don't understand. I felt really dumb being your friend now that you treat me this way. sighs. i dont know what's going on.

1:00 AM

hello(:

Friday.
Pretty slack eh! I forgotten whatever that has happened in school. OUH! I finished my zuowen in class today!(: Although i hate it alot!lol. After school had gym training.! guess what larh! mrbok reprimanded me cause of my hair! He said i spiked it for training, apparently i DID NOT. & the thing is, why would i want to. !!!!!kill him arh! i said "cause i cut short" =.= but naturally it will stand rightttttttt! its not LOGICAL! it pissed me off!

training from 1-2pm then 2pm had mszan's lit class! hahaha! after training slacked at the general office there, just nice mszan walk pass the staff room and saw me=.= HAHA! but she's nice enough to say that i can dont go(: mszan rocks! woohooo! threecheers!

went to mac with wendy&jaslene. slacked&ate. basketball then to mac. then to court again. played with jianji&co. yeah. then slack and nua...then cab home(: reach home 10+pm.

watched tv until i fell asleep,then went to bathe! and now i cannot sleep! =.=

okay.bye!im tired.

12:39 AM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Er, what about wednesday?recall, recalling, recalled! =.= okay:D hahaha! It was just yesterday :D Art lesson was boring, slacking. Periods after recess was quite weird.? 2 periods of pathetic math which i spent my time sleeping, stoning. 3 periods of mszan's lit&eng, held at AV theatre. Free periods eh?, with mszan in there,free period? haha! After school went home, met my parents! They're back already! They bought quite some things, shirts and a cute cute toy=.= Then i went out to meet the usual people, rachel wendy seetleei jaslene grace kexin at the usual place, petal mac. Didn't do much!): Played this really dumb game!

Jaslene&ahleei tied a transparent nylon string to a note, 5bucks? Dropped it on the floor & waited for people to pick up, then put the money away when they grabbing?=.= HAHA!laugh like mad larh! but really fun! Then played ball. That was the highest moment. Imagine, me seetleei & jaslene against the other 4=.=! I tell you, MADNESS. I think wendy said something really wrong? like test-something.... then jaslene said testis.? and named our team testis=.= DIAO! damn wrong ytd! But it was really fun, it seemed like we played for 3hours,but actually it was just an hour, and 3 of us homed. Ohyuh, our testis team did frog jump around the badminton court, they thought of the basketball court larh! mad!

i was god damn tired, homed and had dinner with my eldest sis and husband. lols. Abit weird. Then signed in to blogger and while waiting, went to the bed to rest, less than 30seconds, i fell asleep liao. My sister exhanged bed with me cause i sleep wrong place and help me off com(: haha! She's cute larh!

Today was alright larh. After school went to reservoir with chiachern,brad,nic&zhan and sf. then went to mac AGAIN! Meet jaslene and seetleei, then rachel. Then played ball, so not in the form):? then went home(: i going to do ENGLISH HOMEWORK OR ELSE MSZAN GOING TO KILL PEOPLE ALREADY! she haven't been herself lately! :D

byes, actually my eyes going to close liao, dont do also cannot):
TIRED ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

10:03 PM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

hello!:D

Today's boring and i mean pure boring ohkay! First thing in the morning,!!! the bloody bus driver didn't stop and stopped at the next stop for us to walk, cause no one pressed the "busstop" thingy! grrrrrr! Physical education suck like!! No comment.

Home econs was alright, except for the dumb presentation. Mother tongue was sleeping time and i don't know why suddenly so tired, slept all the way to math period. Didn't do any math or anything. Mscarol kept calling me up, ruzaini told her i sick? LOLs. He said i vomitted during PE=.= hahahaha! so i slept soundly until ms zan came. Awoke for 1 period and CME was pure boredness thanks to mscarol's math lesson again. yeah.

After school went to petal KFC with ning and guys. Then played abit of ball and why my finger like not recovering?): &home sweet home(: I edited my playlist! cute larh! All my songs are damn nice alright! happy listening!

BYES!pretty moodless):

7:47 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007

hellooo!

Isn't it amazing that i'm home so early? haha! I could've been abit earlier ohkay! I went to cut hair & met my sister to accompany her for her lunch, other wise i would have reached home at 4+pm!

Today was alright for school. Roughly what happened-. History was boring, recess was alright and fun, science was theory workbook about the sex education=.=, geography was boring and projectwork was quiet boring. Chinese was quite dumb? Sat with chiachern&shaofeng. Smashing biscuit on the table?LOL! cute larh! Kept laughing!!! English was boring that i fell asleep.

After school went to TM with xuanning&a bunch of boys from my class including leonard. Coffee bean and mos burger for lunch. Popular and home. Thats all for today(: with my pretty markers, i can do my notes already! wheee =.=

okay, i'm going to bathe&study!!
huishan wants to do well for EOY. sigh. quite hard ehs!):

*previous post. MINPEI FROM 2A1!(:

5:50 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

HELLO:D

changed my blogskin:D!
ALL THANKS TO MINPEI of 2A2:]]]]]]]]]]]]
this post specially for her alright!hees!

Minpei arh, blurrblurr de,but best at suan-ning others larhs!esp me): haha!but she's funny arh! netball also not bad der okay! MINPEI cute larh! :D i know i very leh ceh! hahah!

thanks dude:D

today lehhh..stayed at home with my sisters.morning watched moulin rouge then my 2nd sis went out. then studied. me and my 3rd sis made our own lunch luh! cute mah? :D it's edible! then watched hongkong series. woahhh about war eh, so poorthing can.): hahah!

okay i'm going off soon:D
thankyou minpei!

7:14 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2007

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Bordom strikes once again. Stayed at home for the whole day! Spent most of my time slacking in front of the computer and nua. Watched Charlie&theChocolatefactory AGAIN on HBO. Watch the hongkong series repeat. Computer, blogs and everything. Cleared my table! and saw some table space!(: went swimming with my 2 sisters at night?at 8pm(: We were so damn cute luhs! haha! shall not mention! Back home! bathe and all.

This is really boring and my parents are going away for 4 days! ohmy!): tmr they leaving at 4am! woah this is damn sian. Only sisters((: Heng, im not the only child! hurhur! Alrights i shall continue with my geography pollution!):

Apparently, my mood for studying is sooooo not around even though exams are just a stone throw away): I have no idea why but i just can't absorb anything that i study which sucks big time cause i really don't wish to retain. Studying sucks,& i'm craving for "after exams" greatly. That will be like 1month plus time): shucks larh! & i honestly don't know what to do for art exam which is like so dumb? ): should i do architecture or dreams! the course work or process diary sucks. BLAH!

i want to change blog skin): but i don't know how to change it fast):

byessssssssssss!

11:09 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

helloooooooooo:D

It's been two days since i last posted. So i shall update my blog today! My life so far have been really fun, as well as tiring. Basketball is so loved! Lately, i've been at petal mac doing math!:D Yesterday, i went with jaslene&wendy. After studying played ball and home with jaslene? I think. Studied with Junice,Kim,Lydia,Jas,Wendy&Rach! Played ball and home.

Today is fun! School was alright, science lesson was about sex education again. Recess was with xuanning again! & After school was raining heavily, therefore we couldn't go outside school for lunch. Slacked for pretty long, and prepared for training. Training was really light today, without mrbok. Gym? 3 excercise.! Cheers and songs, then went to petal again with, seetleei,candice,kexin,grace and serene, rach and wendy went to take ball! Eating at mac and reading sec3 geo book is fun man! i laughed like crazy!

Went to petal basketball court, sadly! it rained so the ground was pretty wet except for the court with the net): but it was occupied. Played with the rest except serene,seetleei, candice. i almost fell to death thanks to the slippery floor but all of them laugh? ): jas,junice and ning came to play badminton. then jas pei seetleei! sorry seetleei! ask you come, then like pangseh you like that! ):then after awhile,played with jun and sech. then alot of ppl came, played many matches! me,wendy,jianji& sech 1 team((: then play play play... then nice rachel scratched me,bleed lehhhhh): painpain!): then games in process, wendy hit the ball,whack on my face. i jitao, BLURR!! played,! last match with the not close ppl.i dont really know who, score 7:11 lost! they're ex-damaians cham cham.=.=and all..then home. Cabbed grace home and i went home too(: today's really tiring but enjoyable.

sat&sun!! i really hope for no plans but i like wanna have plans? and till now i still feel like staying at home to study cause i know i need to.OKAY!huishan wanna stay at home,! hahaha! i dont think i will=.=

nickipoh!

i know it's stressing you out,but must think also larh,if you really don't wish/want to do so according to your parents' say,then tell them how you feel?ask them to think of you rather than whether or not they're helping you in any way. it's like,work towards your wish and not others. you live and you control everything about yourself,dont let others take control of you? even your parents though they have the rights to do so,but it's you who prefer what you want,so go for it? it's like,you don't wish to live the rest of your life like that right,it's so terrible. think,anything,can message me,call me,tag me..msn also can. the netball team is behind you! all the way alright! takecare! ((((((: mei.!

alright,bye?!

11:59 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

hellooooo:D

School was boringggggggg! I'm serious man,i just keep falling asleep with such a great weather! & 3 of mszan's eng&lit in a row,!buaytahan! After school planned to go popular,while waiting for wendy. ohwell,ended up at fitness corner slacking.!

wendy's house.mac.and basketball.slack. & im god damn tired! i don't know why): sigh.

End of years is like 2weeks away,!?but i just can't seem to concentrate or focus on my studies,though i really want to.sighhhh.it's really saddening to see this you know,but seems like i cant help it? )))): huishan shall come home straight after school tmr.! it's a deal! ): possible ma? ):

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. bye

11:52 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

helloooooooo!

Today's pretty fine! PE was boring, and we went to the gym to play.!hurhur,! thanks to the rain. Home econs was hyper-active then slept!=.= Back to class for mother tongue and mathematics. Then it was english. Assembly was for lower sec which was sian ji pua. Like sexual education please! No pornography.! sian.
=.=

After school went to play ball. Then home. I DID MY ZUOWEN OKAY! lol.=.=

sigh.bye

11:41 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

hello:D

huishan stayed at home yesterday okay!:D slacker! seetleei as me go petal with her,didn't go. In the end,she didnt go too. At around 9pm!i called seetleei pei me go play ball. Met her at the court opposite 85,but both never bring ball,soooooo cute right=.= then jianji not at home,): ended up,seetleei cycle me to the level 6 carpark. That place is cool alright! Sat there to see stars. At 10pm, planned to go home! but ended up at the playground somehow opposite my house!sat there till 10.30!she cycle me home and she went home!:D

couldnt really wake up today): then got to school,for the first day..alright uhs. History lessons were boring. Recess was me&ning again..2e2s ppl too. then science was god damn wrong. i don't know why? CHAPTER 6 arh!!!! my class went mad arh...sexual reproduction.i swear this is the first time my class so hyper,ask so many questions. madness. i slept?=.=

geo was free period.project was presentation, i guess it was alright uhs?though that bloody yinhui not here.!what a group leader!our presentation funny uh? esp our scenes!suck shit.mother tongue was boring.english was alright. training was light,and i mean very light!lol. gym work? like 3 excercise..!and to mrbok.he spent his training talking to us from 4.30 to 6.15. cool uhs.? about the team,the sec2S!sec3s and! the flower,and the blooming of the flower and blahs. went to petal there the coffee shop to eat and home!

really long post arh!!!!!!:D okay!i need to do my zuo wen,!given before holidays.i havent started.cool eh?=.=

9:30 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

hellooooooo.

recap of the past few days(:

thurs,went to mac at around 3+ to meet wendy. to "study".ended up slacking at mac. then met those canoeist & the saw a corpse at bedok reservoir floating. how gross can that get. ohkay, went to petal to play sponge bob monopoly. then played ball.

friday,didnt go for trng,slack at home.

saturday, went out with my mummy and all. shopped at town and down to kallang for dinner. then home. okay. really short post. but i don't know what to say liao. this few days have been rather slack. im tired.):

you know that we belong

12:09 AM

Thursday, September 06, 2007

helloooo.
PICTURES!!! (: my latest post is below too(:

ENJOY!

reply to tags

joyce-thanks(((:
nicki-lol!like they bother bout you!! haha!
jasper-link liao(:
yinhui-why so nice to tag me=.=
nicholas-apparently, no!haha!
yinhui-shutup larh!lol! i study ok!
felicia-hello! linked!
chrys-lol.perhaps((: it was fun, my grp just sucked(:

[playin around(: ]

[randoms]

[PL camp]

3:13 PM